I hope you sleep well 😘

Sorry if I sound half dead in these I am stoned and tired lol

I feel like I’m being stabbed lol 🩸 And I can’t find the bra I wanted to wear to dinner tonight 😢 I wanna hair lay down, but I need to get ready soon. How are you?

No I work 11am-5pm. And Sunday 11am-6pm

Lmaoo

Taking some more tonight?

No :( I don’t get off til 9 that night and have to be up early to work Sunday at 11

Sounds like you should take care of that

Goddamn lol

Did it happen? 💦

Lmao guilty

What do you mean?

I see that now lol sorry I was distracted when I was with my friends

Yeah it was great, I needed that, I just got home

Sounds good I’ll talk to you tomorrow 😘

Cramps are killing me right now 😓but I’m gonna try

About take edibles and ibuprofen hopefully that helps

Can we play it by ear? Obviously it would affect playing, so if you prefer to move to Sunday, we could do that. It usually doesn’t last very long

Lmao. Ok if I come tomorrow I will probably bring pajamas with me and change when I get there lol I can’t stand being uncomfortable on day 2 of my period, it’s usually the peak of it

Don’t get too excited, it won’t be anything sexy cause I don’t wanna ruin any of my cute stuff with blood lol

Tell that to my ex 😂

But yeah no that’s how it should be

I really appreciate that. I’m hoping tomorrow is slow at work so I can just sit and read. But yeah, maybe I’ll just see how I feel tomorrow? I don’t want to postpone, but I also don’t want to be a bummer over there lol

Sorry, edible kicked in 😅 goodnight

Sounds good, Sir

It’s a bit late cause I’m already at work, but good morning ☀️

Yes, Sir

Yes, I always want to be good for you, Sir

Good until I had to go carry a ton of beer out of a hot as fuck warehouse lol but it’s free and it’s for me so can’t complain too much

We get free beer here one Friday of each month

To take home and drink

Yep lol

The gay manager in the pub watched the shop while I ran over cause he was here buying shirts, then he grabbed it from me and set it down when I got inside cause he could tell it was heavy. Love him lol

I thought he was flirting with me the first day we worked together. The other host Orelia was like, “no I did too, but he’s just very sweet and gay” lol

Hahah no he’s talked about his boyfriend before

You mean the pub and the shop? Monday and Wednesday 3pm-9pm in the pub, Friday and Saturday is 3pm-9pm in the shop, then Sunday is 11-6 in the shop

Next week is different though, only one day in the pub, which I’m very happy about lol

A girl who usually works the bar outside is gonna be working the shop with me in 15min until I leave. I wish she wasn’t lol. She’s nice, but I don’t feel good and I just wanna sit and read and not talk

What have you been up to today?

Sorry, Sir, missed this earlier.

Yes, typically I get Tuesday and Thursdays off

This week and next week are special exceptions cause the shop manager is in Albania for 10 days

And also because I requested May 30th off to go to my cousin’s wedding

Do you do that every week?

Holy shit

That’s crazy

I’m glad you’re ok

Was anyone else in the car with you?

Oh damn that’s scary

I’d really like to come, but I feel pretty shitty :(

I’m disappointed that I started when I did, my cycle came late this month

Are you still free Sunday after 6?

Thank you, Sir, I’m gonna try. Thanks for understanding 🖤

Lmao cool I’ll check it out in a bit

Put on pajamas, about to take an edible. What about you? Did y’all have a good dinner?

Was about to take them and lost them :(

That’s hot

I found them thank god

No Sir, I’m sorry :(

I want to, but I should lay in bed 😓

I’m still awake, but in case I fall asleep - Goodnight, Sir 😘

Very stoned

A bit tipsy, had of my free beers from work

But I still need ibuprofen lol

I’m trying to ride it out though

Thank you, Sir 🖤

Good morning, Sir 💗

Doing ok, hopefully today will be better than yesterday

How has your morning been?

I have to leave for work around 2:30, so I need to get ready and try and eat something before I go. It’s raining, so maybe it will be slow and we can close early like we did last weekend when it rained

Yes, Sir, I’m eating right now. And that’s nice, I’m jealous lol

But yes, Sir, I’ll let you know how it goes tonight

I got here a bit late cause of all the rain and traffic 😪 but yes Sir, I’ll let you know when I’m done

Hi, Sir. I just got home, it was slow and my manager let me go a bit after 8.

I also just found out my mom is at my aunt’s for the night which is nice

This one is happy cause it means she gets attention from me

She’s spoiled rotten

How has your night been, Sir?

Aw is it your sub who you live with? I hope everything is ok with them

I actually considered it cause I figured you’d ask lol and I actually feel a tiny bit better today, but I LOVE when my mom isn’t home, my cat doesn’t give a fuck about me unless she’s gone 😂 and I can actually hang downstairs instead of hiding out in my room

Let me know how this goes lol sounds fun. I just got new edibles in the mail today, I’m gonna take some in a bit and then shower

Oh no, well I hope they get that sorted out soon

This just made me spill beer on my bed 😅🥵

I had just gotten out of the shower and was leaning over my bed catching up on texts and your message made me put my hand over my mouth and I knocked it over lol

I’m sorry, Sir. I deserve some punishment for that

I’m sorry, Sir, yes I am.

Yes, Sir, I do

You’re right, Sir

Is it ok for me to come over after work tomorrow, Sir?

Thank you, Sir.

I’m off on Monday

I thought about it lol. I’m gonna be tired tomorrow, probably not gonna get a ton of sleep. So if you’re cool with it and I’m super tired at the end of the night I might take you up on it

You’re not super far from me, but still 😅

Thank you, Sir. And yes, y’all live together lol so I figured she would be there when I came over. She’s your sub, even if she wasn’t there tomorrow she’s obviously a big part of your life so I would meet her at some point. I don’t have a problem with it at all as long as she doesn’t, which I know you would’ve even invite me over if she did

And I will probably stop by my house after work to grab a bag in case I decide to stay, it’s on my way from work to your place since you’re in Katy

I don’t want a bag sitting in my car at work cause the lots tend to get broken into unfortunately

Yes, Sir

Goodnight, Sir 😘🖤

Nope lol still up

I’m trying to get tired, if I got to bed by 4, I get 5hrs of sleep lmao

Your algorithm is all dense dance tonight lol

Ohh ok lol cool

Good morning, Sir

I love him lol

I know employees can get kegs, but I’m not sure if they do growlers specifically anymore. Today is so absolutely insane here though that I think if I ask someone to do that for me I might get shot lmao

It’s a total shit show

I can’t believe I’ve been in here by myself all day

I’m not even sure if I will be able to leave here right at 6 when I’m supposed to bc people keep coming in and I can’t restock anything

That’s actually why I’m not sure, cause we don’t just sell like empty growlers anymore

Cause people always ask if they can buy the ones we have as decoration but we don’t sell them

I know I still haven’t answered this and I’m sorry - I’m frustrated at the work situation and with myself because I’m not even able to give a solid time

Which isn’t fair to you or your sub

I don’t see myself getting out of here before 7, I’ve been thrown to the wolves fully today

Thank for your continued understanding, Sir. And no no definitely not too soon, I am swamped lol. I’ll text an update at 6, I’m hoping I can stock some stuff so it’s not all left til closing time

But yeah y’all don’t need to rush at all

Sorry Sir, give me like 5min to get these last few people out

Thank you, Sir 🥺 I really do appreciate all the grace you’ve given me. Adjusting to this job has been rough and my supervisor being gone during this event was a lot

This night has been kind of wild, I’ll have to tell you more about it when I get home or tomorrow. Are y’all having a good night?

lol. Goodnight, Sir 🥰

Good morning, Sir. 💜

Is it ok for me to come over later tonight? I need to get some stuff done during the day, but I’d like to come over when I’m done

I won’t, Sir. Is 8:30 too late?

And should I bring anything?

lol ok. I will message later when I’m leaving my place if that sounds good

Today I woke up and my mom immediately pissed me off lol so I went and got brunch with a friend and we stopped at a record store around the corner that I’d been wanting to go back to cause it’s my favorite one. I just got to my side of town, I’m going to shower and do a load of laundry or two and rest a little and then get ready

Tomorrow I have work 11am-7pm

I have a really hard time sleeping at new people’s places, and also, it would take double the time for me to drive to work from your place vs mine. So I might bring work clothes just in case, but I might end up going home after. Unless I’m like totally exhausted and feel like I could easily fall asleep

I think ideally I’d leave by around 1am cause I should probably have my first alarm set tomorrow for 8am

Sounds good. I just got out of the shower and put my clothes in the dryer. Shooting to leave here around 8ish, but I will message you when I’m ready

Hahahah mostly I’m a bit depressed, but I also don’t want to be around my mother lol. We can’t stop getting into it today.

Just bear with me cause I might not leave right at 8 😅

I have such a crush on him lol

In that movie it’s how sweet and kind of innocent and clueless he is lol. He had only ever slept with his wife lol. But then like him in real life with the gray hair and beard and glasses? He’s so hot lol.

Clearly I have a thing for older men, shocking lol

Probably going to be ready to head out in about 20min if that’s ok

Ok great, I am about to get my clothes out of the dryer and get dressed. And not yet really, I had a pretty heavy meal at brunch, but I really appreciate you asking, Sir.

I’ll text once I’m in my car, I swear I’m almost ready 😫

Do you guys like IPAs? I got a bunch of free IPA tallboys from work

lol I drink coors light all the time too, I can just bring some and y’all can try it and if you don’t like it, no worries cause it was free lol

And sounds good

Brushing my teeth, grabbing my stuff, then I’ll be good to go

I’m in my car now

I just realized I don’t have your address yet

iPhone

Ok it says it’ll take me about 20min to get there

I think you sent me a location thing but I’m driving so I missed it

Should I park in the driveway or just on the street?

I’m not sure if you care cause I didn’t see any cars in the driveway

But I didn’t wanna assume that it was ok 😅

I just got home, Sir. And yes, I’m comfortable doing that.

Thank you so much for everything tonight, Sir. Tell Kalea I said thank you as well, please.

I like her a lot, I had a great time with you both.

lol that’s an email I created when I was like 14yrs old, my favorite band back then was called the used, is that the email attached when I shared my location?

lol it’s an emo band that got popular back in 2004

I’m looking forward to it too. And yes, Sir, I will do that.

I figured it was a typo lmao

Thank you, Sir 💗

Goodnight, Sir 🥰

No worries, Sir ☺️

🥵

It’s fine, you guys must’ve not bitten hard cause I never felt anything that felt too rough on it and it looks and feels fine right now

Hahah yes 😂 and yes Sir, going to set my alarms now

So hot, thanks for sending, Sir

I was nervous about group play because I’ve had basically nothing but bad experiences, but once we got started I wasn’t nervous at all. So thank you to you both for that

Good morning, Sir

It was hard waking up and getting out of bed this morning, but I made it to work on time and I feel ok now other than being tired

Luckily Tuesdays here in the shop are usually pretty dead

lol the Biergarten area isn’t open today so unless tons of people drinking in the pub come over to shop, I should be safe

My ass looks pretty beat up. I’ll take a pic when I get off work

Happy because I’m wearing marks you gave me Sir, and also cause it reminds me of everything we all did

Every time I sit down or move a little on my stool at work I’m reminded

I definitely am both of those, thank you, Sir 💗

Also, sorry if I gave the impression I was too stoned or drunk to drive. I was a little high still at that point, but my brain and body just turn to jello after impact usually so I was a bit clumsy cause I feel floaty after

Thank you Sir, it makes me really happy to hear that

Haven’t had a single customer all day lol and I’m the only one working in the shop. So uneventful, just been trying to find stuff to do to keep me busy, cleaned all the counters, sweeping now. An hour and a half til I can have free beer and leave lol. The one nice thing is I can play whatever music I want loud since no one is here

I’m not sure. There’s a bunch of stuff I *should* do lol

Responsible adult stuff 😪

That I do not want to do lol

😪😓

I thought you might offer that lol

I’m tempted to for sure lol

The wonder woman tattoo on the forehead was certainly a choice lol

Speaking of Pure, I got mad at a guy I had been texting with from Pure earlier. Him and I haven’t talked much since you and I started talking, I probably matched with like a week before you.

That’s good to know Sir, thank you

I just got off work. I kinda wanna go get an espresso martini at a place not far from here

It was so dead one of my managers told me to close it down a little while ago, we were supposed to be open til 7

It reeks of insecurity in a way that I know would come back onto me and cause problems

And I think you’re right about him trying to make me think you’re somehow bad

True. I just think it’s dumb lol. Not like jealousy as a concept, everyone has that sometimes, but the way he’s acting on those feelings is dumb

Emotionally immature I guess is the way to put it. He could’ve just said he was disappointed instead of what he said

Oh hell no lol. We had only spoken on text and stuff. He’s busy all the time with work and I think maybe even school as well, so there will be times where I wouldn’t hear from him for like 1-2 days in a row which is fine, but I don’t think he has the time to be an attentive Dom, at least not to the degree I’d like

I’m still at the bar, my mom and I had an argument on the phone

Ohh sorry I meant he wanted to play on text again

I should’ve been more clear

We’ve only ever texted, sent videos, and sent pictures. No phone calls, FaceTime, voice notes, no meet ups

It was very much still in the beginning stages

I would love to come over there but I also have work again at 11 so I’m just trying to figure out wtf to do cause I don’t want to be around my mom but I also need to be in bed way sooner than I was last night. And I also have nothing with me that I’d need to get comfortable

I think the stress of her and also coming there for only the second time while y’all are trying to go to bed might be a bit too hard right now. I do really appreciate the offer. I should just start keeping a bag in my car with basics cause she does this shit all the time where she freaks out and then I don’t wanna go home and I feel stuck cause I’m not prepared to stay somewhere else and haven’t planned it out at all. I’m in the heights still and it would take me 20min to drive home, 20min to grab stuff if I’m lucky and she doesn’t try and yell at me and start another fight, then another 20 to y’all’s place. All while y’all are on your way to bed ya know

Oh ok. I wish this argument with her had happened either at work or right after so I could’ve just grabbed stuff and gotten out of there early. I’m kind of thinking I might have one more drink here and then go eat so where cause I haven’t had a real meal all day. Then maybe things will have blown over enough to go home and just pass out. But I do plan on getting a bag ready to keep in my car for instances like this now that I know there’s more or less an open invitation to come there when I want or need

Is that ok, Sir?

I appreciate the support so much. Even just you talking to me about it and offering to stay there at all helps

It is, thank you Sir

I still owe you that picture of my mark at some point

Really feeling the soreness right now sitting on this wooden bench at this bar

I think I am a little. Earlier at work when you asked that I went to the bathroom to see and I definitely was

It was so dead I could’ve rubbed one out in the bathroom and it wouldn’t have mattered lol

This fucking guy 🤦🏻‍♀️ the answer is no! lol.

That’s the one I talked about earlier

He can fuck off

I had a couple beers after that cocktail while I read my book. I’m almost done with it, it’s so good. I’m about to get gas and cigs, then hop over to cantina barba for food

Y’all doing ok?

Either nothing or I’m gonna tell him I’m out

Right now it’s nothing lol I don’t care enough to respond

He’s lost my respect

Disrespected and talked shit about you

With the “lol” too

Hate that

I guess maybe you don’t know me well enough yet, but I get really angry when someone I like or care about gets treated bad or disrespected for no good reason, even more so than when someone treats *me* that way lol

He definitely did

He suggested the exclusivity was for control and abusive purposes rather than my own well being and protection

And yes, I do

The texts with him and I? Sure

Apologies if they’re out of order

Also, he was like the only person I was considering playing with in person outside of you and Kalea

And now that’s he’s fucked it up, it’s kind of a moot point

Especially since I’m not really paying attention to pure anymore

And that was the only app I was using

I’m tempted to just block

Ok let me take screenshots one sec

Driving over to get food now so if I don’t answer for a bit that’s why

Hahaha maybe I’m on high alert cause of my controlling abusive ex back in TN

I didn’t like it though. Ruined it for me

Wouldn’t be able to feel safe with him

Not right now lol, it was mostly cause him and I were clicking, but like I said he ruined it

The only other interest I had lives in Scotland lol

But - his whole thing - he likes being jealous lol. He likes the idea of only being mine 50% of the time. Knowing I also belong to someone else and there’s nothing he can do about it

He’s done long distance before, visited or moved for people. But we haven’t talked much yet

Yes

I threw that number out but basically meaning he has no say what I do or who I see, he said he’d like a picture of me with someone else. That he likes being dominate but also has a huge cuck side

I kind of think he’s more of a cuck and more submissive than he realizes

To be honest I don’t think it will work for me to see another super dominate man outside of you and there also wouldn’t be a need for that. If I saw someone else they need to bring something else to the table

But this is also not really an issue right now either cause he’s dealing with a family member being in the hospital. He’s got other pressing shit going on

We’ve barely even messaged the past few days

Not much. He only sent me selfies, I sent him selfies and some lingerie and semi nude stuff, we talked about what we’re into and that was as far as it got in terms of that kind of stuff

He lives so far and is dealing with shit, realistically nothing will come of it

lol which ultimately is fine

I just love accents and kilts 🤣🤣

But not as much as what happened last night so

But yes, Sir. Just to reiterate. Which I guess is what I’m realizing, no one else can offer their time or care. I’m needy like I mentioned before 😅

That or they just don’t want to

I understand, Sir. It’s already starting to happen

Goodnight, Sir sleep well 💗💜

I know you have my location and I already said goodnight, but just letting you know - I finished eating and am going to have one or two more beers at a bar around the corner before I head home. Didn’t want you to happen to peer at my location and get worried when you didn’t see me at home, Sir 🖤

Arriving and leaving each place, Sir?

Yes, Sir

Finishing my cig before I drive over to heights drive inn from cantina barba

Wanted to give my phone a bit to charge before I leave

In my car

Done and drive over now

Heights drive inn is closed for some reason. Going to the deuce instead

Yes, Sir

I will, Sir. Goodnight 😘

I’m at the deuce, Sir

Leaving the deuce and heading home now, Sir

It took a long time cause it started pouring down rain but I made it to my house

Good morning, Sir

Good, just not along enough, I’m so tired

On my way to work, Sir

Just got to karbach, that’s where I work btw in case I didn’t mention it before

This place is so disorganized and it drives me crazy

My marks look so good, even better than yesterday

Snuck this pic in the shop bathroom

Yes, Sir I love it 💗💜

By deleting Pure for starters. I was just thinking that a few min ago

Lmaoo I was just thinking earlier, I am not in a place to mentally handle someone who can’t handle me and very few men can lol

For some reason my first instinct when I see those is to drink matcha out of them lol they’re cute

Pure is gone 👋🏼

🥹

Friend is calling me one sec

A week is a long time! lol

lol I do legitimately have to figure something out. I can’t imagine my mom being any father up my ass than she is right now, I think I’ll die if we both have to live downstairs together for a week lol

I just don’t want to cramp y’all’s style for too long

Oh that’s right, you said the spare room is upstairs?

Ok cool. That would be great if it is ok with you and Kalea

In the upstairs room I mean

Yeah you’re right. My goal when I get home later is to fill at least two storage bins and move them downstairs

That means a lot, Sir. Thank you.

💗💜

I told my mom I was staying with my friend Melissa during the renovations. I think her head might implode if I told her where I really was going lol

I guess it depends if I end up going to that echoes thing

As soon as I know what the deal is with that I will let you know

Thank you, Sir 🥺🖤

Someone in the comments said “my algorithm knows I’m ovulating” lmao

I can admit they’re pretty but I generally don’t go for blonde men idk why

I say that and my biggest celeb crush is blonde lmao but I guess there’s exceptions to every rule

Kyle Gallner

But it’s a tie between him and Paul Giamatti lol

Depends on the day lol

I thought as much. Yes, Sir.

Haha what?