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July 25, 2026
What? Why?
23:35
Probably, so I’ll see your naked wet body and hard nipples through it. 🤷🏻‍♂️
23:37
🤣🤣 you probably could
23:40
I'm washing both my robes now
23:42
July 26, 2026
Its hot af so I'm about to take a popsicle bath 🤣
01:52
One of my chickens just died 😭😭
03:52
Oh no, I’m so sorry
06:03
Its okay
06:04
She was really old
06:05
That’s still very sad
06:05
😞😢
06:05
I know, I love my chickens
06:05
Lol
14:33
I'm sorry if I'm not the best person to talk to or very responsive today. I had the worst mental breakdown I've had in years last night and now I'm kinda drained
14:56
Tell me why?
15:00
I literally feel like life is crushing me and I'm so incredibly stressed about my classes. I literally haven't slept well in months
15:02
Last night was the closest I've came to suicide since I was like 9. I feel marginally better now and I made an appointment with my universities mental health people
15:03
Was there something specific that triggered it?
15:04
I honestly don't know. I've been having anxiety attacks at night for like 2 months so I think it just spiraled. I have so much pressure on me to do well in school and make 10,000 important decisions. I just want to have a break from decision-making and responsibility
15:07
I feel weird being open about my feelings 🤣🤣
15:12
I’m really sad you were going through this quietly. I wish you had come to me sooner. I didn’t know any of this was going on.
15:25
I’m going to breakfast but I’d like to connect with you about this later
15:25
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15:28
📷 [Image]
18:56
Farmers market.
18:56
It was very hard not buying some chicks. 🐣 Especially the black and gray ones. One had a Mohawk. 🥰
18:58
I'm okay. I don't usually talk to anyone rbh
19:37
Hey. How are you doing?
19:40
I woke up to my dumping boiling water all over herself so idk
19:45
Who?
19:46
My mom
19:46
Oh my god! Is she ok?
19:47
Yeah, I'll take her to the hospital if its bad. Right now it looks okay
19:47
The stairs she tripped on are a death trap tbh. I've fallen on them multiple times
19:49
Let me know if you need help with them.
19:53
They are outdoor polished concrete and the original owner did it badly so they're are a crazy downward sloping angle
19:58
Its hard for me to no buy chickens too. I already have like 20 though 🤣
20:15
I'm extremely jealous of this market
20:16
My mom wants to go the the er so I'm going to have to drive in a minute
20:37
I’m sorry. 😞
20:44
Its okay
21:18
We just left the hospital
22:28
How is she?
22:31
They said exactly what I said, keep it clean and dry and leave it alone
22:36
She'll be okau
22:39
Okay*
22:39
I'm home
23:33
My eye is bleeding
23:59
July 27, 2026
Why!? 😭
00:04
Well, they say bad things come in threes so hopefully that’s it and you can relax
00:06
No idea. Its not bad though, just uncomfortable
00:07
I hope so
00:07
It doesn't hurt, but I can feel the swollen vein against my eyelid 🤣
00:18
Ong.
00:27
Maybe, idk
00:30
Oooo
03:01
I made gluten-free pizza bagels
03:31
Are they tasty
03:35
They're okay 🤣 I've never had pizza bagels before and I don't think I'm gonna make them again lol
03:36
I was able to take a nap though so I feel a little better
03:52
I’ve been thinking a lot about what I want if I ever commit to a full tattoo project, and I think it’s finally starting to come together. The more I think about it, the less I want a bunch of individual tattoos and the more I want one connected piece of art that tells a story across my body.

The project would start on my left pectoral with the head of a massive direwolf that naturally transitions into a full sleeve. I don’t want the wolf to look aggressive or angry. I want it to feel calm, confident, and ancient. More like a guardian than a predator. Something powerful enough that it doesn’t need to prove it.

The sleeve would revolve around a woman inspired by Lady Justice. She’d be blindfolded, not because she’s helpless, but because she represents conviction, trust, discipline, and devotion. Instead of traditional robes or armor, she’d wear a simple leather collar with a chain disappearing naturally into the composition. It wouldn’t be the focus. It would just be one part of the story.

Watching over the scene would be a raven, representing wisdom, intelligence, mystery, and observation. Woven throughout the artwork would be subtle rope and knotwork inspired by shibari, hidden naturally within the design so they look like part of the artwork instead of obvious symbols. I also like the idea of weathered chains or old iron hardware appearing here and there, but only where they serve the composition rather than feeling like random objects.

Eventually everything would continue into a full back piece. I’m imagining an ancient old-growth forest with towering pines, dense fog, moonlight filtering through the trees, roots twisting over massive stones, and forgotten ruins that nature has slowly reclaimed. I want it to feel timeless, almost sacred, like a place that has existed forever.

Originally I thought about another direwolf on the back, but I think I’ve changed my mind. I love the idea of a massive mature bull elk standing silently in a clearing with enormous antlers while the direwolf is almost hidden among the trees, quietly watching over the forest. The wolf represents protection, strength, loyalty, and leadership. The elk represents nobility, patience, resilience, and quiet confidence. Neither one is dominating the other. They simply exist together in the same ancient world.

The more I think about it, the more I want every major piece to represent an archetype instead of just looking cool.

The direwolf is the guardian.

The woman is conviction, discipline, trust, and devotion.

The raven is wisdom and observation.

The elk is nobility, patience, and calm power.

The forest is permanence, mystery, growth, and the unknown.

The ruins represent legacy and endurance.

The rope, chain, and knotwork become symbols of commitment, responsibility, connection, and restraint instead of simply objects.

What I love most is the idea that someone could see it and simply think it’s a beautiful piece of art. Then, the longer they looked, the more they’d discover. A hidden knot. A chain disappearing into shadow. The raven tucked into the trees. The wolf you didn’t notice at first. Every time you looked, you’d find another layer.

I don’t want it to feel like fantasy just for the sake of fantasy, and I don’t want it to feel overtly symbolic either. I want it to feel like dark mythology. Like an ancient story carved into skin where every element has a purpose, even if only I know the entire story.

I don’t want a sleeve, a chest piece, and a back piece.

I want an entire world that happens to be painted across my body.
04:48
That's a really cool idea!!! It also sounds like 20,000 dollars worth of work 🤣
04:50
Yeah I figured 20k-50K
04:51
Thus no tattoos yet
04:51
It would be many sessions too. Probably like 5-8 maybe more. Idk, I love getting tattooed so you can be like me and say I'm not doing multiple sessions idc if it takes 8-10 hours lol
04:54
These are the tattoo artists I’m planning to study the most. I think they’re some of the best in the world for the style I’m going for.

Carlos Torres
https://www.instagram.com/carlostorresart/

Fábio Guerreiro (Houston)
https://www.instagram.com/fabio_guerreiro_tattoo/

Etgar Oak (Austin)
https://www.instagram.com/etgaroak/

Stefano Alcantara
https://www.instagram.com/stefanoalcantara/

Nikko Hurtado
https://www.instagram.com/nikkohurtado/

Jose Lopez
https://www.instagram.com/joselopez_lowridertattoo/

If you have some time, I’d love for each of you to scroll through their work and tell me which artist speaks to you the most and why. Don’t focus on the individual tattoos. Pay attention to the mood, composition, lighting, storytelling, and how each artist makes you feel. I’m much more interested in creating one cohesive work of art than collecting individual tattoos, so I’d love to hear what stands out to you.
04:59
I looked through them. There are a few that I would worry about (they have some artists red flags) but I get the style you're talking about. Nikko Hurtado is a favorite artist of mine
05:02
Here is someone to add to your list
Hiram Casas https://www.instagram.com/hiramksas?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
05:06
Which red flags
05:06
Oh shit. That’s clean!
05:07
One has healed work posted that looks super muddy and hard to read. The other doesn't have healed work posted or highlighted at all
05:07
Which ones
05:08
I love this he might be my favorite.
05:09
Number 3 has the muddy af healed work. 4 has no highlighted healed work
05:10
He's very talented. A lot of artists don't understand that less is more if you want the tattoo to be easy to read and hold up overtime
05:10
This is cool
05:13
It does seem like maybe he’s trying to cram too much detail in there and that would be heels just mushes together
05:13
He is a much better painter that tattoo artist. The healed work he has posted is super hard to read and its going to get worse as it ages. Super small, high, and dark details do not heal well
05:15
This is my tattoo vision board.

Join my group board, tattoo ideas on Pinterest! https://pin.it/4oNMPuiJW
05:22
I love it. Strawberry fish next to your BooBee?
05:26
Maybe, I don't love color tattoos on me though so idk
05:27
You could put it on your pubic mound
05:29
Absolutely not lol
05:30
Cmon don’t be a party pooper Rex, Be a PartySaurus Rex
05:31
Nope! I am not getting a tattoo in that area lol
05:32
🤣🤣
05:33
I want to do more bead work, but its super annoying to do 😭🫠
05:38
I’m crashing. Youve been a good girl.
05:42
What?
05:43
I’m going to bed.
05:43
Oohhh, okay!
05:44
Sorry. Falling asleep. You have been a very good girl. I know today was tough. I’m proud of you.
05:44
Thank yooooouu 🥰
05:45
Goodnight
05:45
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